La la la, Listen to youself.

Hola again again

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 16:15:35 GMT

So, someone needs to update their journal! I keep writing jibberish in mine :( So someone will write in theirs! Well I must go clean my house and stuff!

Hola again

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 03:00:00 GMT

Today is my 1 year anniversary! I love you Jon Jon! I hope you feel better!
Yay! Tomorrow classes start up again! Hoorah!

Hola

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 02:57:47 GMT

Alrighty, well I am watching The Bachelorette and it occured to me that like all the bachelor/bachelorettes have been white, and they never pick any african americans, its kind of sad. Because most of the black people are very respectable on the show, and its just sad. BUt I thought I would share that piece of information with yall!

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 18:34:09 GMT

Lol, my favorite food is not duck, but johnny depp is so hot!

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Where are my friends?

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 04:03:49 GMT

Where are my friends?

I don't know if I quite mean that literally.

What is the definition of a friend? A person you talk to more than once 3 times a week? I think I talk to Adel more than I talk to my friends. A certain two friends.CapinFAT (10:00:32 PM): a friend is the kind of person that you know, and know pretty well, who wouldnt turn on you when your at fault. Hmm I guess they still are my friends since I know them and they won't turn on me. But still I don't feel as if they are REally really my friends lately. Its weird. But thats life I guess.

whatever

: (

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 17:46:21 GMT

I was suppose to go to the Judging Clinic today, so I can judge this season, but I was sick at 5 45 this morning when I was suppose to get up and get ready to go, and I was sick last night, so I didn't go. I'm sad, but I guess stuff happens.
Anywho I hope everyone has a great day today!

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 23:33:54 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tina
2. Christina
3. Tiners

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. tnkrbelltw
2. lessthantinaa
3. cherryskapunk

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my creative side
2. my eye color
3. my friends

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I agree with Christine-eyesight- I hate wearing contacts so annoying
2. How I can suddenly be so quiet
3. my inability to talk to new people

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing those I love
2. Not being healthy
3. Not having any friends

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. eyelash curler
2. contacts
3. clothes

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. gray shirt
2. khaki jacket
3. blue jeans lol

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Thursday
2. Ashlee Simpson! YEEEEEEEEAH! lol
3. Thursday

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Brenda Lee- Rockin around the Christmas Tree
2. Thursday- lots of songs
3. Ashlee SImpon- LA LA

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Dance class
2. rock climbing
3. knit a scarf
4. Go on a vacation to NYC, or LA

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or ****same***) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair (lol)
2. Humor
3. Eyes

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Stop biting my fingernails! GRRRRRRRR!
2. Left split
3. Standing back- scary to me

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Gymnastics
2. dancing in my hallway
3. decorating

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Go shopping
2. Drink a sugar coke
3. Move into my own apt.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Elementary teacher
2. Buyer/fashion merchandiser
3. Interior designer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. NYC
2. Tahiti
3. Bahamas

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Ava
2. Kyan
3. Melia

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel!
2. Married w/children
3. Be some sort of professional dancer

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 21:16:00 GMT

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Mon, 06 Dec 2004 19:29:16 GMT

I'm beginning to think that the reason I was so upset about Becca not spending as much time with us, is because I wasn't busy myself...

: (

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 03:29:01 GMT

I read Christine's journal the other day, and it made me want to vent in mine also. I normally try to to make little things seem like a BIG deal, but this has made me upset lately Christine- I want you to know that I knew how it felt to be a third wheel, or a 5th wheel, and I would never wish that on anyone. I used to be mad at others that I was the 3rd or 5th wheel, but the reality was that I was upset with myself. I'm not saying that you are, but I just don't want you to be mad at me, if I unintentionally leave you out, because I would never ever do that. I am by myself in a week, more than I am with Jon, so feel free to call me and ask me to do something, but I normally call other people, and you and Beppo always seem to busy to do stuff with me, so I just don't call. Beppo more than you. I need a job, and I am going to get one when I get back from Missouri, so I won't be completely bored and upset. I called you earlier to see if you needed help decorating your room or unpacking, and I feel bad because I told you I would help you, but I didn't know when you needed help. But the offer still stands! And we have been having problems with the whole Becca and Trent thing for a long time. It just seems like she IS chosing Trent over us. For instance, this weekend Becca said earlier this week "I want to hang out with yall all weekend" and guess what, she works and hangs out with Trent, now this is an assumption, but I think it is a good one. But basically Christine and I feel like Trent took her away from us, and she can tell us that its not that, its her work and stuff, and that she rarely ever talks to Trent, but I don't think so. I wonder if this will ever get resolved. But if Trent and Becca ever break up, what will she do then, will Christine and I be resentfull and not care or would we be friends again or better friends than now? Who knows? But something needs to be done. Who knows...

HOLA!

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 06:10:57 GMT

I'm bored, I stole this from Christina!

A - Age: 19!
B - Best Quality: Hmm, I have no clue!
C - Choice Of Meat: Chicken, although I don't really want to eat meat at all
E - Ex (most recent): Kevin
F - Favorite Food: Don't even get me started! Mexican and Italian! Mmmm.. Tortiall soup and cheese dip! QUESO!!!!!
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Overcoming the past
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: next week when I will not have school for a month and a half!
I - Internal conflicts: chosing or not chosing to tell people what I really think
K - Kool-Aid: MMmm. Stawberry KIWI! Grr one year at camp these mean girls in the cabin threw away all my Kool-Aid that I left on the front porch : (
L - Love: You have never lived until you have loved and been loved
M - Most Valued thing I own: Materially my car, but internally my ambition to succeed and be accomplished in life
N - You can call me: Tina, Christina, Tiners, Tina bear, and others you will have to check with me, but definately not Tina Turner!
O - Outfit You Love: Jeans and a cardigan with a big cami underneath!
P - Pizza Toppings: Cheese, Onions, peppers, Jalapenos
Q - Question you want to ask: How did the gum cross the road?
S - Sport To Watch: Gymnastics! But also Ice skating, Football, and Basketball! GO MAVS!!!!!!! WOO WOO!
T - Television Show: I LOVE 7th Heaven, Everwood, One Tree Hill, THe Bachelor, Extreme Home Makeover, Extreme Makeover, Laguna Beach, Its good to be, 40 dollars a day, andI have a lot more!
U- Unique habit: The way I write I guess! I hold my pen/pencils funny : (V - Vanity yes, or no?: NO, people who are vain and selfish are no fun.
W - Winter: I LOVE CHRISTMAS!
Y - Year Born: 1985
Z - Zodiac Sign: LEO!
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: Nope!
2. Ran away: NO!
3. Pictured your crush naked: Every day I picture the singer of TBS naked
4. Actually seen your crush naked: Nope
5. Broken someone's heart: Yes
6. Been in love: Yes
7. Cried when someone died: Of course
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yes
9. Broken a bone: fractured a finger, which is odd for being a gymnast
10. Drank alcohol: Yes
11.Lied: Yep
12. Cried in school: A lot
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke! I want a coke with Santa on the can!
14. Sprite or 7up: Hmm, no se
15. Girls or guys: I prefer boys : )
16. Flowers or candy: Candy is calories! Flowers are beautiful!
17. Scruff or clean shaven: Scruff!
18. Quiet or loud: In between
19. Blondes or brunettes: brunette !!! BRUNETTES RULE!
20. Bitchy or slutty: If I have to chose between them I would chose slutty because bitchy sucks
21. Tall or short: Tall
22. Pants or shorts: pants!

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes, Smile
24. Last person you slow danced with: I have no clue.
25. Trust the most: My mom, dad, Jupiter, Jon, Christine, Beppo, Stacie, Mrs Gayle, Sarah
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: I washed my hair this morning
27. Had a deep conversation: The other day
28. Had a great time with the opposite sex: Saturday!
WHAT IS...
29. Your good luck charm: Number 24
30. Person you hate most: I hate no one

FAVORITES...
31. Slummber party game: Hmm, Red ROVER!
32. Color: Yellow and Pink
33. Movie: GHost world
36. Juice: OJ!
37. Car: RANGE ROVER! or Acura RSX
38. Ice Cream: Cinnamon!
39. Holiday: CHRIstmas!
40. Season: Summer !
41. Breakfast food: English Muffin!
42. Place to go with your honey: in a sopapilla??
WHO...
43. Makes you laugh the most: My parents!
44. Makes you smile: Jon, my friends
45. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Jon Jon
46. Has a crush on you: DITTO
47. Do you have a crush on: DITTO
48. Can make you feel better no matter what: DITTo
49. Has it easier guys or girls: Definately guys, I mean they just wake up and go, and they don't have to sit to pee, and the don't have the gay time of the month
HAVE YOU EVER...
50. Sat by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: Yes
51. Saved AOL Conversations: Yes lol
52. Saved E-Mails: Used to
53. Wished you were someone else: Doesn't everyone?
54. Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: Nope
55. Cried because of someone's mean words: Not so much in the presnet time, but a lot in the past
56. Cologne: The Givenchy one
57. Perfume: Givenchy Amirage
58. Kissed: Yes
59. Romantic memory: I have many
60. Most recent advice given to you: You can do it!
HAVE YOU...
61. Fallen for your friend?: Yes
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: Nope
63. Been rejected?: Yes
64. Been in love?: Uh huh
65. Been in lust?: Yep
66. Used someone?: Not that I can think of
67. Been used?: Yes, for ice cream in like 3rd grade :(
68. Cheated on someone?: Nope
69. Been cheated on?: Not that I know of
70. Been kissed?: Whats a kiss?
71. Done something you regret?: Yes, whast life w/out regret, its what you learn from

WHO WAS THAT LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: Jupiter!
73. You talked to? Jon Jon
74. You hugged?: My mommy!.
75. You instant messaged?: Jon Jon
76. You kissed?: JON
77. You yelled at?: Hmm, JON?
78. You laughed with?: My mommy
79. Who broke your heart?: No se
80. Who told you they loved you last?: My Mommy

DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: Yes, but I do not want to anymore : (
83. Have tattoos?: NOPE
84. Have piercing?: earrings and belly button
85. Have a boyfried/girlfriend/both?: Yeep!YEEEEEEEEEep
86. Own a webcam?: NOPE
87. Own a thong?: Uh huh I used to collect them
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: Yep!
89. Sprechen sie deutsche?: NEIN! but I know how to say the alphabet!
90. Habla espanol?: Si si, un paquito.
91. Quack?: No but I squat like one at gymnastics

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: YEs
93. Smoke?: Yes
94. Schizophrenic?: NO
95. Obsessive?: I was it was weird
96. Compulsive?: Yes
97. Obsessive compulive?: Um no se
98. Panic?: Yep
99. Anxiety?: I can't wait until next week is over then I won't have any!
100. Depressed? Not clinically
101. Suicidal?: NOPE
102. Obsessed with hate?: Nope < I LOVE
103. Dream of mutilated bodies: Im not JEffrey DAhmer
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: no way, again I'm not Dahmer
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: A beach somewhere tropical
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: Gymnastics stuff
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: smiles and eyes
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: yes! GO OPRAH!
109. Would you marry for money?: NOpe
110. Have you had braces?: YES! FUN STUFF! but the colored rubber bands were fun
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: I get them stringed
112. Do you like hairy backs?: HELL NOW! that commercial freaks me out, I forget what its for
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: Um, a year ago? or less
114. Could you live without a computer?: Uhm, I could Live
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AIM!
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 111!
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: the 70's or early 80's
118. Do you sing in the shower: Yep! Ummm bop!
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: Take them off, but later I've been wearitn comfy slippers
120. What is your favorite fruit?: Stawberries and Bananaers!
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: BOTH!
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: Hmm, I like visiting Jon's house, even though I hate driving
123. What is the last movie you saw?: Uhm Uhm, In the movie theatre I saw Christmas with the Cranks and on TV Man in the moon
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: I would
125. Are you photogenic?: Not at all : (
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: COLOR COLOR COLOR!

WHEW, half an hour later! IM DONE YAY YAY!

Update!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:35:02 GMT

Hola! It's been a while since I have updated, but I am incredibly bored, and no one is online so here I am! I don't have to work all this week because the little kiddies all have school off this whole week, so thats exciting! And we only have like 2 more weeks of class, then finals week, where I only have one final! Yay! So school is almost done, and its about time, Im about to have like a meltdown or something.

Anyways, Im typing in Christmas colors, because I think its appropriate since Christmas is coming up and all I have in my head are christmas songs because of the all day music stations! yay for them! Makes you all full of glee for Christmas! Hmm. I'm going to continue on or add a little to the story that Christine wrote on her livejournal. I went to get my hair cut and they came with me, I died my hair back my natural color which is between like medium and dark brown and I got my hair cut, so that was exciting. Hmm, then Christine and I ate Chinese food and got fortune cookies, and we got BEcca one (she had BUrger King) . Anyways, my fortune cookie said you will make a great decision today! It was weird. Was it my hair? maybe, but later on I decided to lock my keys in my car with all of our keys in there. was that a good decision? maybe, then we had to call Brandi, whom we hadn't talked to in like a year maybe, and she was going to come and help us, but it turned out we didn't need help anymore, but we ended up seeing them again, and hanging out with them for like 10 minutes, then later on that night I got to see Jon Jon and I went to his house, and Christine and BEcca got to h ang out with all of them, so maybe that was the good choice (me deciding to call Brandi) because now we're in contact with them, and we have more friends! Yippy! We need more friends : ( If anyone wants to be our friend! Call us!

Hmm.....Im watching the Mavericks game (sorry the NHL isn't playing Katie) and we're winning 71 to 67 and its the fourth quarter with 6 minutes left! Yippy! But we lost the other night :( but the mavs are doing good this year! the cowboys suck though : ( sunday Testerverde through an interception : ( and we lost 3 to 30 : ( it was bad if no one saw that. And the Stars aren't playing. Yep..

So anyways I probably bored everyone to death, but thats okay. Im trying to say something interesting, but I can't think of anything : ( a bird pooped on my shoulder the other day,and it wasn't white, it was like brown and seedy

Oh Oh! We went and ate in Christine's new house in the dark with no lights, and it was so scary, but we had candles, but it was still scary! I was scared...It would have been creepy if like someone was in the house and they locked us in and like tortured us, oh goodness...

Grr On the news this lady cut off her 11 month old daughters arms, and she died, Isn't that sad...And someone was shot at club DMX

Well thats all I gots to say! I LOVE YOU ALL! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I stole this from Phil! : ) - thanks Phil

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 18:04:17 GMT

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Heh

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 18:27:13 GMT

you know you are a ninty's child when..

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on "Blossom." (and "How rude!" comes from Stephanie on "Full House")
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen. *we had ninja turtles christmas ornaments...i think we still put them on the tree...*
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school *everyone always died on that game, it was freaking depressing*
16. You played the game "MASH." (Mansion Appartment Shack House)
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear...light up shoes man
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
22. You wanted to be a Goonie. Truffle Shuffle! Boodie Trap!...
23. You even wore flourescent clothing...those colors were cool back then
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals

34. After you saw "Pee-Wee's Big Adventure" you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You even got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.

38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.

40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "awesome."
41. You remember Popples.
42. "Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK, with silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies."
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.

51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.

53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell."
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi.
55. You played and or collected "Pogs."

56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger-- Haha I always wanted to be the pink one!

Yay!

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 06:39:11 GMT

Well I just want to say Becca I hope you feel better so you can go to school with me!

CONGRATS TO THE US MENS GYMNASTICS TEAM!- Blaine Wilson, Guard Young, Brett Mclure, Jason Gatson, Paul Hamm, and Morgan Hamm- 2nd Team!
CONGRATS TO US WOMANS TEAM!Courtney Kupets, Courtney McCool, Terin Humphrey, Mohini Bhardwaj, Carly Patterson and Ania Hatch! 2nd Team!
CONGRATS TO PAUL HAMM! 1st individual all around! After falling on fault moving from 1st - 12th and then back to first! Yay!

Watching Paul Hamm move all the way from 12th to 1st was awesome! I cried it was amazing! For those of you that missed it I'm sorry :(

I just want to say that gymnastics is the most awesome sport in the whole world! It teaches you soo much about life! It teaches you how to be persistent, ambitious, courteous, just soo much little things about life! Its awesome! Yay Gymnastics! I honestly have no idea where and what I would be doing now if I didn't have gymnastics in my life my whole life so far! I love it so much! Thank you Mommy for asking me if I wanted to be in gymnastics class! It has kept me busy and striving to achieve things I didn't think possible, it has taught me to not be scared of things (although I suffer from fear all the time)! Its just so awesome to know I have something to fall back on when I'm upset and something to look forward to doing and something to be interested in. I don't know, I just love it.

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Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:33:06 GMT

Hmm....I got to gymn. early and I was jumping on the tumbl trak and something dinged in my head, so I decided to go check livejournal! So here I am, I was going to get on Aim, but it seems like it has been blocked : ( Oh well, but I noticed that my layout has changed, Thanks Christine! Happy early birthday! What do you want to do for your birthday btw? Hmm, this weekend was a lot of fun, needless to say it was mostly spent driving and sleeping lol It was a lot of fun though. I wish I had a beach in my backyard. But we can get everything we want. Hmm, I have been so lazy lately and procrastinatious is that a word? lol It should be the adjective version of procrastination

Since I got back from the trip sunday night I haven't talked to Becca or Trent... Weird, and I've only talked to Christine, Jon, and Lindsay a little bit. Oh well..
I wonder what they are doing I need to start being more productive, but we all know how that is. I used to be more motivated, I have no clue what happened. Well School starts in 3 weeks and I'm excited! No more being bored at home!

This Saturday I get to visit Coach Beth with Stacie, Sarah, and maybe Aubree! It's exciting, I don't think I've seen her since her baby was born in like November or something like that, its been a long time, almost a year.

Well I better go! ADIOS!

Change....

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 21:07:18 GMT

I was reading Christine's journal. It was very brief, but it said something along the words of change has taken over. Its so weird how change occurs. "Change is so constant you don't even feel the difference until there is on." - Life as a House. I love that quote, and it is so true. I always look back on what was, and sometimes what was seems a lot better than what is, but sometimes what is seems a lot better than what was. Its weird. For example, I remember the old times when we used to have slumber parties, and prank call people. I remember going to gymnastics to relieve stress. I remember my Sunday movie days. I remember Becca and I being single and always hanging out looking for guys, but we were both to self-conscious and had so much of a lack in confidence that we didn't really end up doing anything. I miss all of those things. But on the other hand some things right now are better than the past, like actually having someone to care about, having freedom.

I don't know. Everything changes. Everybody changes. Sometimes I want things to be how they were in the past, but sometimes I like how things are now.

I miss Becca being single. Not to be selfish, but I wish I never brought Becca and Trent together, because I'm losing touch with who Becca is. But I also am happy shes happy. Its just a win-lose situation.

I miss when everyone was in the same town, and had nothing to do , and when we were bored, we would walk to the movies, or play in the creek.

Overall I just miss old times, but new times are just as great...

P.S.- My birthday is in 5 days!

Thing stolen from Tine

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 20:31:14 GMT

A - Age: I'm 18, but my birthday is in 16 days! Woo Woo!
B - Best Friends: Jon, Beppo, Lindsay Palinsy, Tine, Katie!
C - Career in future: Teaching kids! Just like Christine!
D - Dessert of choice: Hmm, that is the hardest question in the world! Fried Ice cream is sooo good! BUt I don't know...Ice cream sandwhich?
E - Easiest person to talk to: All of my friends!
F - Favorite song at the moment: The new song by A Perfect Circle, but I forget the name
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: MMMMMMM! BOTH!
H - Hometown: BIG D! But I was born in Arlington
I - Instruments: Hmm, I can sorta play Silent Night on the Piano
K - Kids: I love kids! I agree with Christine though, bratty kids are terrible
L - Longest car ride ever: Hmm, probably when I was really young, and we went to Maryland, but I remeber driving to North Carolina
M - Moms name: Mary
N - Number of siblings: Two, one in my heart
P - Phobias: Close friends dying
Q - Favorite Quote: "Life is to short to hold grudges." "Life's to short so love the one you've got."
R - Reasons to smile: Living! Gymnastics! Friends! Family!
S - Song you sang last: Let the rain fall down, lol
T - Time you woke up: 12: 30
U - Unknown fact about me: My real last name is Miller, but I was adopted by my stepdad and got his last name Weibel
V - Vegetable you hate: Artichoke
W - Worst habit: Same as Christine, ProcrasTINAtion, and being lazy
X - X-rays you've had: Hmm, finger, ankle
Y – Yummy Foods: All Pasta, Cheese dip, Mexican food, Spicy!
Z – Zodiac sign: Woo woo! Go Leo!

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 18:06:30 GMT

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? The Cutting Edge

x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? thighs
x. Do you have a completely irrational fear? Haha! I have the strangest fears ever: a plane hitting my house, being decapitated
x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? Rubbing my ear lobes
x. Are you a pyromaniac? Sometimes

x. Do you have too many love interests? No ma'am

x. Do you know anyone famous? No! : (

xDescribe your bed: Um it has wheels

x. Spontaneous or plan? Both

x. Do you know how to play poker? Somewhat

x. What do you carry with you at all times? A bunch of crap in my purse

x. What do you miss most about being little? Taking my imagination as far as it could go without being judged
x. Are you happy with your given name? Uh huh

x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? If I didn't have the internet, I couldn't do my school stuff, so I don't know if it would work out

x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? Yes, well most of the time

x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you? Nope

x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? Uh huh

x. Do you spend more time with your boyfriend or your friends? I think it's about even
x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? Run a marathon

x. What is your ideal marriage location? On the beach, or in the sun somewhere

x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? Drums!
x. Favorite fabric? polyester is soooo soft!

x. Something you love and hate? I don't know, um, I dont know

x. What kind of bedding do you use? A down comforter and my Mary Kate and Ashley bedspread hahahha!

x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? Not really

x. What's the one language you want to learn? Spanish fluently

x. What do you order at a bar? Im not old enough! : )
x. Have you ever pierced your body parts? Not myself
x. Do you have tattoos? Nope!

x. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted? Yes

x. Do you drive stick? Nope
x. What's one trait you hate in a person? Unthankfulness, if thats a word
x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? Um, ones from the chinese shops if I remember to wear one

x. Most frivolous purchase? No se

x. Do you consider yourself materialistic? A little bit , maybe

x. What do you cook the best? lol, Chicken Voila out of the package!

x. Favorite writing instrument? colorful pens!

x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? I don't know, it depends
x. Do you have anything monogrammed? Nope

x. What kind of books do you like to read? I love to read art books

x. If you won the lottery, what would you do? Be ready for the future, give some to a charity, and to my parents
x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? Hmm, I don't know

x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? What? That's a weird question. Is it if the other person likesyou?

x. Do you cry in front of friends?Sometimes

x. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? Hmm, Im not really sure, no one has really told me
x. What's one thing you like to do alone? watch movies, decorate

x. Are you a giver or a taker? giver

x. When's the last time you cried? Watching a movie
x. Favorite communication method? Internet, Phone

x. How many drinks before you're tipsy? No se

x. Favorite kind of porn? girl and guy

x. Do you ever have to beg? Beg for what?

x. How often do you have sex? 50 times a weeK!
x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs? Yes

x. Do you think you're cute? You know the is the worst question, because if you say your cute, you seem conceited, and if you don't your lying.

x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? Don't look unless your a pervert! lol, well I used to care, but not anymore

x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? death of my brother

Woo Woo

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 20:13:23 GMT

Hey Guys!

Aye, I want this week to be over soooo sooo bad! I want to be with my best of friends and go to visit Katie and Christine, and meet Phil!

BUt you know how weeks go by slow when you want them to go by fast, and fast when you want them to go by slow....so annoying.

Only like 4 more days!!!! Yay yay!

Hmm, I haven't really updated anything about my life lately. I love life at the moment! Yay! Except the school aspect of life.

But I get to work doing what I love, teaching gymnastics. I have an amazing boyfriend, who makes me so happy. I have amazing friends who I love and admire so much.

My mom is going in for day surgery on Thursday, because they found a lump on her side, and they are going to take it out to see if it is benign or not. It's so scary.

I can't think of anything else to say, except that I LOVE YOU ALL!

Oh yeah! Actresses dresses I loved on the Academy Awards

Chalize Theron
Julia Roberts
Vera Wang ( Not an actress, but her dress was pretty)
Sandra Bullock
Scarlett Johannson
Julianne Moore
Jennifer Garner
Angelina Jolie
Diane Lane
Holly Hunter
Nicole Kidman

I would give yall a link, but I don't know how to do all that jazz

But you can go to www.AcademyAwards.com I think, or www.Oscars.com, or Yahoo.com has a link to the pictures!

But I hope yall have a great week!

- TINA

Woo Woo

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 20:11:09 GMT

Hey Guys!

Aye, I want this week to be over soooo sooo bad! I want to be with my best of friends and go to visit Katie and Christine, and meet Phil!

BUt you know how weeks go by slow when you want them to go by fast, and fast when you want them to go by slow....so annoying.

Only like 4 more days!!!! Yay yay!

Hmm, I haven't really updated anything about my life lately. I love life at the moment! Yay! Except the school aspect of life.

But I get to work doing what I love, teaching gymnastics. I have an amazing boyfriend, who makes me so happy. I have amazing friends who I love and admire so much.

My mom is going in for day surgery on Thursday, because they found a lump on her side, and they are going to take it out to see if it is benign or not. It's so scary.

I can't think of anything else to say, except that I LOVE YOU ALL!

Oh yeah! Actresses dresses I loved on the Academy Awards

Chalize Theron
Julia Roberts
Vera Wang ( Not an actress, but her dress was pretty)
Sandra Bullock
Scarlett Johannson
Julianne Moore
Jennifer Garner
Angelina Jolie
Diane Lane
Holly Hunter
Nicole Kidman

I would give yall a link, but I don't know how to do all that jazz

But you can go to www.AcademyAwards.com I think, or Oscars.com, or Yahoo.com has a link to the pictures!

But I hope yall have a great week!

- TINA

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 04:28:42 GMT

1. name: Christina, Tina, Tiners, Tina Bina

2. birthday: July 24th, 1985! Woo woo!
3. piercing: Two per ear, but I only wear one set

4. tattoos:I want to get a rose like my brothers in memory of him
5. pets: I have a cat named Jupiter and a fish named Guster, and I guess Becca's dog, Emma , counts as a pet to me too!
6. all i need is: What Beppo says! FRIENDS AND FAMILY ! I LOVE YOU ALL!
7. love is: Thats tough to say
8. i dream about: Being happy, and having a happy future!

9. last movie i rented: 8 Mile and that movie with Mandy Moore and Elijah Wood, it was strange

10. last song i listened to: Cranberries- Zombie
11. last person i called: Hmm, Becca!
12. person that called me: Rivers!
13: tv show i watched: Academy Awards
14: person i was thinking of: Becca, Jon
15. have a boyfriend?: Yes
16. you have a crush on someone?:
17. you wish you could live somewhere else?: Hmm, On the ocean somewhere
18. you think about suicide?: Its terrible, people need to realize that people are going to miss them, and are going to cause grief to people
19. you believe in online dating?: Lol, Beppo! I agree with Beppo 20. think others find you attractive?: I guess
21. you want more piercings?: Not really
22. you want more tattoos?: 0 + 1 + 1!

23. like cleaning?: Somtimes its relaxing

24. write in cursive or print?: Hmm, I think my print is a mixture of cursive and print

for or against...
26. long distance relationships?: No se

27. using someone?: Against
28. suicide?: against

fav..
29. food?: Anything hot and spicy!
30. song?: Hmm

Yeah yeah yeah's - Maps

Cranberries- Zombie

Pearl Jam- Jeremy

At the Drive in- One armed scissor

31. thing to do?: Hang out with my friends and be with them

32. thing to talk about?: No se
33. sports?: Woo woo! GO MAVERICKS! Also, I don't know where I would be if gymnastics hadn't been brought into my life, it is my 2nd love behind friends and family.
34. drink?: Lemonade at the moment, but I agree with Beppo coffee is sooo yummy

35. movies?:

Ghost World

Lost in Translation

Life as a House

Empire Records

36. bands?:

Thursday!

At the Drive in

Bright Eyes

Less Than Jake

Planes Mistaken for Stars

and some more that I'm too lazy to list

37. holiday?: Summer break! I LOVE THE SUMMER!
38. car?: Range Rover!
39. ever cried over a boy?: Hmm, I don' tthink so
40. ever lied to someone?: Who hasn't ever lied to someone?
41. ever been arrested?: Nope!

statistics...
42. #of times i have had my heart broken: 0

43. # of hearts i have broken: I know of 1 or 2
44. # of guys i have kissed: Hmm, 4

45. # of drugs taken illegally: 1
46. # of people i would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: I counted 11 when I took another survey
47. # of people i consider enemies: None
48. # of cds?: Too many to count
49. # of scars on my body?: 2, one on my knee, and one on my butt
50. # of things in my past that i regret?: A couple things! I so wanted to be an olympic gymnast!

have you ever...
51. been in love?: Nope
52. cried when someone died?: Of course
53. drank alcohol?: Uh huh

with the opposite sex...
54. what do you notice first?: Smile, and eyes!

55. worst thing to say?: I love you too soon or Love ya, they might take it the wrong way

56. makes you laugh the most?:Sarcastic humor
57. makes you smile: Life! but with the opposite sex, um, just being happy
58. gives you a funny feeling when you see them?: Is that a question, I always have that funny feeling now
59. has a crush on you?: Huh?
60. easier to talk to, boys or girls?:It depends, girls, and guys that you don't like that way

have you ever...

61. sat on the internet all day waiting for someone special to im: Once or Twice

62. saved im conversations?: Yeah lol

63. cried because of someone saying something to you?: Uh huh

64. fallen for your best friend?: Nope

65. been rejected?: Yeah
66. rejected someone?: Yeah
67. been cheated on?: Not that I know of
who was the last person...
68. you talked to in person?: My Dad

69. hugged?: My mommy
70. you instant messaged?: Jon
71. you laughed with?: My dad

do you...
72. like watching sunrises or sunsets?: Sunrise! Because the day is just beginning!

73. what hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?: Emotional

74. trust others way too easily?: Sometimes
75. color your hair?: Highlights

76. wear glasses?: Contacts
final questions:
77. i want: To be happy!
78. i wish: To be healthy forever!
79. i love: Family and Friends! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!
80. i fear: Losing any member of my family or any of my friends

leave a comment..
81. i hear: that Becca goes to a psychiatric facility because she said she heard voices
82. i wonder: How's it gonna be? Haha, that was corny.
83. i am: Frustrated, and wanting Friday to come!

Woo woo

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 19:47:37 GMT

Been a long time!

We're going to go visit Katie bear and Christine next week! yay!

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 04:06:22 GMT

I haven't written in here in forever! But I go to go to my new gymn last week! It was exciting! Ooooo, and I learned that I get to start teaching 4 nights a week starting in Febuary! Woo Woo! Hmm, school started and I had a really psycho history teacher and no one in my class, but VIVIANA is in it now yay! So now I have someone I know in every harder class!

I went on a date today! Yay! I went ice skating and saw Chasing Liberty! Then I went to Christina's birthday party dinner at Joe's Crab shack and that Alicia Finley girl works there, she has gained some weight! Thats all I have to say!

LOVE YOU ALL

...

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 00:39:17 GMT

I'm watching The Wedding Planner, it is such a cute movie. Hmm, I was really productive today! I got all my laundry done, and I can actually find my clothes! Yep yep!

Saturday I got to go to my new gymn.! I got to tumble ! That was the highlight of my weekend! Lol, we had fun times in my car last night, hehe.

Katie and Christine left today : ( Well we will see them in two months! Yay yay! Oi, my and Beppo are going to get married then too! That should be interesting! Thats all I have to say for now.

People need to contemplate what they are going to say before they say it. When you don't say the truth, your lies keep building up until they all come out, and hurt yourself or someone else.